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Regaining
Our Trust and Peace
Since the events of 9/11, I turn to yoga
practice even more than before. The poses (physical) soothe the body’s
aches, the breathing calms the stress; the silence soothes my spirit.
I am
so grateful to Dona Holleman,
world-known teacher from Italy, who taught us in August, right before
the crisis. She taught yoga as it relates to the quality of life.
That
is unique to each one of us. What does it mean to create quality
of life? For me, especially in times of stress, I find “quality” when
I direct my practice more inward: Which poses provide release
from muscle tightness? Which ones give me strength? Which ones
create energy? Does the practice provide clarity and renewed
optimism? Most important ... does my yoga heal the heart as well
as the body?
This
approach, I think, is what Dona encouraged when she says yoga
is about “being in your own driver’s seat.” We each bring to
the table the tools needed for the quality and tone of that practice.
Then it resonates into daily life. Then it gives us joy ... a
pleasure as well as a discipline.
Too
simple to stop and be still, some may think. Yet, to sit daily
in silence and meditate clears the mind and helps us regain our
peace and vision. Someone reports this month they are “aligned
spiritually.” Yet her irritations and discontent are evident. “Do
you become quiet for ten minutes a day?” I asked. No, she admits.
No time to get still. Better yet, no choice yet made to become
still.
For
me, when challenged physically or mentally, I become objective
and see it for what it is. I notice how harboring pain or holding
onto the past continues the negative pattern. Yoga shows me that
each day is new, but to embrace the new I must be willing to
receive it.
When
I feel with my heart and mind and body, my yoga poses do not
become mechanical but rooted in the organics at the heart of
each cell. You feel the energy.
The
energy of the heart, however fleeting, brings healing that is
quite palpable. I’m reminded again of the nature of love. Love
asks only that we love. It’s when I find my “quality of choice” to
move with freedom to give, to serve, to forgive, and consciously
trust the courage of future dreams.
Namaste,
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